I am Troubled

I have been feeling pain in my right breast for some time now. It started on my left breast but later after claiming God's divine healing for some weeks, it disappeared. Recent weeks, I felt a different kind of pain in my right breast. Went to see a doctor and she advised that it should just be infection and gave me antibotics.

Yesterday, I went for the review. The pain is still there. She seems unsure and advised me to take another course of antibotics and this time 3 times a day instead of 2. She advised me to go for a scan 3 days later if the pain persists. She even anticipated scary possibilities that may happen....you can guess what she said...

I must admit that fear came into my heart. I remember Jesus took every stripe and pain so that I will not suffer any disease or sickness, so this can't be true as I should believe the truth. Went to church today and pastor preached about claiming health is mine. Still it is hard to just simply believe....

Health....politics at new job....spotted signs of termites inside my house yesterday added stress....felt difficult to focus....

Pray for me, friends....that all will be well...

His Favour is On Me

On 1 Sept, I rotated to another department to work. People there were not as friendly and I later found out that they have been discussing and questioning why I was chosen for the role when I do not have the relevant experience even before I started work there. No wonder the day I moved there, I sensed some unfriendliness and loneliness.

Day 1, as I sat at my new desk, looking at the daily devotion 1 Sept, I was encouraged that God promotes people not only by rank and file but also by giving a new job.

The same morning, I received a call that the LCD I ordered will arrive although it usually takes a week to receive, I was pleasantly surprised that mine is ready in 2 days! As I work in a big company, all bulky deliveries requires your own pick up at the mailroom. With God's favour, mailroom did an exception and send the LCD to my desk.

As I was trying to set up the LCD and had difficulty getting it done, somehow a friend just came by at that very moment to visit me at my new location. She ended up helping me.

I know Jesus loves me and know how I felt, although I cannot see or feel Him at that time, He sent "Angels" in the form of friends and colleagues to show me His love. How loving He is.... I am touched.